D and I met in 1991. We were eachothers first. We kept in contact. Both married. Both divorced. Both married, affair together. Both almost divorced, not. Apart. It has been 15 years now, and I still think about him many many times a day. I long for him to look deep into my eyes again. I love him so much. We can't be together. He said I was his soulmate, and he mine. The feelings are still so strong. I am begining to think that we will never have another chance. I can't bear the thought of never touching him again. As we are getting older, some of our friends die, get sick. I am just so afraid that something will happen to him, and i will not be able to show my feelings. My husband will know. David, I love you, and i miss you so much. Confess ID: 2nnywy20        Posted On: 05-Oct-2008