For about four years I've been having sex with my X girlfriend, regardless whether or not either of us are in a relationship. On one hand, I love her and want her back. On the other hand, I hate her and our relationship crashed and burned for good reason.
She's given me clamydia, Cheated on me with my friends, and I've done the same to her, yet we still have sex.
Last time we talked, we had phone sex, and masturbated to stories of our recent sexual exploits with other people.
Now how depraved and bizzare is that? masterbating to your ex girlfreind of 5 years telling you how big her boyfreinds cock is?
This whole thing has twisted me inside. Sex is no longer a normal thing for me, and I feel like I'm never going to be able to have a normal relationship again.
Confess ID: sl1oogng
Posted On: 01-Oct-2008