I can't get over the guilt I feel about giving my boyfriend herpes. Before we got together nearly a year ago, I told him there was a chance I could have it but I wasn't sure. He took a chance and got it. He has break-outs every 2-3 months while I have none. Everytime he has one, I cry my eyes out and apologize to him profusely. He tells me it's okay and that he has forgiven me a long time ago. He tells me he loves me and wishes that I wouldn't be so upset. I just can't get over how I may have f*cked up his life if we ever broke up. We tell eachother that we are going to be together forever so it shouldn't matter, but who ever really knows the truth. I am so tired of feeling like a filthy whore. If I could go back to all the times I had sex with someone, I would've said no to almost all of them. I was just lonely and it was the only way I could get any affection from anyone. Now I have the most wonderful man and I have this horrible thing hanging over my head. I really am a good person. It isn't fair. I hate myself and wish that this sh*t would just go away. I also purposely drowned a wild baby bunny because it was suffering from an injured leg. I didn't know what else to do. I couldn't hit it in the head with a hammer to make it quick, for fear of missing and making it suffer more. I cried while I was doing it. I really couldn't think of any other humane way of ending it's life. I'm sorry bunny. Confess ID: cj5f1xoj        Posted On: 08-Jul-2008