I have been dating this girl for almost four years now and we have been living together for three. Last night I told her that I thought we should seperate and that I couldn't deal with her baggage anymore. She has a history of depression and suicide attempts so this whole thing makes me really nervous. But the thing is, the second I told her that I wanted to end things I realized how much I love her and how much our relationship has meant to me. We have been together since we were 18-we're 21 now and she is such a huge part of my life. It's not even that I want to meet someone else, I mean, I've only slept with two people (one of which was a manI'm a lesbian by the way) and I do feel like I should act my age and experience more things but now that I told her I wanted to break up I am so fucking confused about everything. I can't talk to anybody about this because everyone percieves us as this solid perfect lipstick lesbian couple and no one would understand why I would want to end things. We have all the same friends too which makes it hard. God- I feel like such a fucking asshole. Watching her cry last night made me want to die. She is so good to me-am I totally fucking up a good thing? I dont know what I should do. Confess ID: 1ms6su6p        Posted On: 26-Nov-2008