I'm getting married soon. I feel like I have no control over what's going on.
I'm starting to resent my future husband and his family, particularly his mother. I want a small wedding of around 50 people. They're thinking 200. I'm threatening Vegas.
I keep saying that I only want 50 people because I'm afraid my wedding will turn into some barroom drunken brawl otherwise.
Nobody has listened to anything I've wanted to do for the wedding and I'm about to back out.
I don't want a reception. I'm afraid of having a reception. I hate people in general and the thought of having hundreds of people staring at me for hours makes me wanna melt into the ground.
I took a Vicodin today in hopes it would ease my anxiety. They're not mine. They're my future husband's. There's only 4 left. I'm panicking.
Confess ID: czjrbrpa
Posted On: 26-Nov-2008
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