I think I'm having a nervous breakdown. A while ago I looked at child porn, and this is my 3rd confession trying to make myself feel better about it. I'm only 15 and I keep having these feelings of going to jail for 20 years even though it was so long ago. I always think to myself the different reasons why I won't get caught, but I still have this feeling in the back of my mind that I will. Maybe I just need to get this all off my chest. I want to know that hundreds of people know about my problem. I'm not abnormal, I was just curious when I did it. I can't live my days normally anymore, because whenever my mind isn't occupied by anything I imagine myself living out the rest of my life in jail for downloading 10 pictures a few months ago. I wish I could go back to when I did that and tell myself not to, because it's only getting worse. I don't deserve to go to jail. I don't deserve to lose the opportunities I have. I'm a good person. Confess ID: qlrb5zyv        Posted On: 06-Jun-2008