So, my friend and I.you can't really call what we have a "relationship", but you could say it's bordering on "friends with benefits" and "couple". As amazing as everything is with this guy, a small part of me feels so used, knowing that probably nothing will ever come of this. I may say I'm okay with things, but it's such a lie. From the beginning, I've known that there is little to no chance of us ever actually being "together" (in the sense that we can tell people about our relationship), because of the circumstances. I knew full-well what things would be like coming into this "relationship" of sorts, so I don't know why it's hitting me so hard. I guess, as much as I love the way things are right now, I know that it'll probably end soon, and that just kills me. I have a tendency of complicating things in my life; there always has to be some element of drama somewhere in the mix. Confess ID: p3vgv6xu        Posted On: 26-Nov-2008