They tell me I'm bi-polar. It took a hospitalization to get a diagnosis. It was such a relief to finally know and understand.
But I wonder everyday.
I haven't taken my meds in two months.and no one has noticed. It makes me wonder if my life is fucked-up for other reasons. It scares me that I might not be able to blame my life failures on an illness. Everyone has such high expectations and opinions of me, despite the illness. But maybe my fuck-ups are just ME.
God, I hope not.
Confess ID: gogwygqx
Posted On: 23-Oct-2008
2yzwvyxv
i have been alone my whole life so far.
i've gotten to the point where i wouldn't reject a..
jmlsz3v6
None of my friends realise how miserable I am and how much I hate the fact time is passing..
ud6vrjgg
I love her with all my heart.
Shes all i ever wanted in a girl.
Shes beautiful.
Shes smart..
xe3s0zrh
Did you know that we have the worst timing ever? And that you being so fucking moody and s..
w5txq3c0
I'm waiting for a response. She said we'd be there for each other forever. she lied. I sti..
muavdzqr
i have a fear that i'll always be alone..or like i'll never find someone for me..im scared..
zyu23qn3
There is this guy. He is one of my best friends. I think I love him maybe. When he hugs me..
eko31vgp
Before I started wearing makeup, no boy was ever interested in me. I'm only "pretty" now ..
zh06yxqr
I want to take a shower with my boyfriend. Not for the intimate experience, but so i can w..
xvlhrqyn
My life has been nothing but pain and I think it is about time for me to end it all.
I hav..