my neighbors party real hard and hav e a good time all the time.and i always sit from my window alone watching them..i take nyquil just to knock me out and stop the boredom and lonleyness..i know that i am depressed but i feel stupid that i am depressed becasue i know my life is much better than most people around the world.i am not great or anything..its just the fact that I live in america. i dont want to get all patriotic (i hate the goverment) but we take ALOT for granted in america. we have NO real problems so we focus on the small trivial things like being alone or bored or heartbreaks.we never have to worry about a tribe, coming in the middle of the night and raping and killing the whole village.that shit happens..its no lie.we never had to go through the holocaust.most of us have no experience with REAL problems and we all should feel very lucky that we have what we have.but still i feel depressed.i am so bored with life..and it is going to be like this for the next 60 years until im lucky enough to die and see if heaven exists.. Confess ID: nzyozbzr        Posted On: 02-Sep-2008