my sister and both applied for the same college. she got in, i was rejected. she's a senior in high school while i've been at a junior college off and on for the past 4 years. i knew i wasn't going to be accepted, but i still felt horrible. now, whenever she receives mail from said college, i want to tear it into a million pieces, burn it, and bury it deep into the ground. i hate that's she's going there next semester. she's moving into an apartment with her friends. i'll still be stuck at home at the same fucking jr. college. i've never told her how i feel b/c i know i didn't deserve being accepted. i'm just very childish.
Confess ID: a0merr1y
Posted On: 21-Sep-2008