Confess ID : ulxh0xch
I've dated plenty of girls. But through all of them, I always had the same best friend. Normally, this doesn't seem like a very big deal, except for the fact that my best friend was a girl. We talked all the time. to the point where some of the girls I dated would get jealous. In the back of my mind, I always thought about dating her. My friends wouldn't have exactly approved, so I didn't. Well, after a while, we did end up dating.. but I let people talk me out of it. So a few years passed, things happened where we ended up not talking for a while, but somehow got close again. Well, we ended up dating a second time. It was probably the happiest I've ever been. I gave all my heart to this girl. I told her everything I ever thought about her. Unfortunately, things didn't work out due to a number of stupid reasons. We're still pretty close now. but all I can think about is her. She still has all my heart. I'm scared that I'm never going to get another chance. I know you read this site, and if this is posted, then you'll know exactly who you are. So, in case you wondering, you always have and always will be the one for me. Please tell me I'm not crazy in thinking that I'm the one for you too..

Confess ID : tyhvpyox
Sometimes, I think about killing myself, just so you'll feel bad about being mean to me. and about all the times you said you never loved me and that you hated me. but, I love you so much that I wouldn't want you to feel bad at all. I wouldn't mind if you were happy. Because, that's what you need.

Confess ID : dgadb50d
All I want is my ex back, even though he treated me like crap and I was so unhappy when we were together. But now we are kinda friends-with-benefits and I am still so in love with him but he's using me for sex. I don't think he ever loved me, but I miss him saying that he did.

Confess ID : gsp1jd1s
I think we're both pretending.

Confess ID : 5goyicfs
I need to stop having such low self esteem. it's just pathetic.

Confess ID : aujk0cto
I lie just to keep people interested in me.

Confess ID : jirebhs0
When i was in preschool this girl and i used to play with each other. and when i say play, i mean the kind of playing i really started to want when i was about 12. we were 4 or 5 at the time, and we just stuck our hands down each others pants when we could sneak some privacy. i wound up going to middle school with her. that was fucking awkward. she remembers it, and wound up telling one of my best female friends about it. she was a bit surprised. im still kind of a man-whore, but its nice to know where it all started.

Confess ID : zqunhvz1
So I didn't get accepted into an arts school that I applied to.It just felt like I was working up to that point, all my effort and thoughts were with building the portfolio and preparing myself for the interview. That put me off drawing for a while for some bizzare reason. To tell you (who??) the truth, I feel relieved that I didn't get in. Now I get to explore my other options as far as art schools go. There's some other ones in my city so I'm lucky in that aspect. Sometimes I feel this pull to live, to accomplish these dreams that exist inside me and to fuel my spark for life. I feel love and the purest happiness that hasn't been marred by anything. But other times.I just couldn't be bothered to care about what's around me and just focus internally on my thoughts and fall into a numb stupor, functioning mechanically outwards. My age gives me hope for the future but this life is all I have, it's priceless.costs nothing but I'm paying for all the good and bad things I get out of it. Worth it, oh..it's worth it. Every day.

Confess ID : pweu4fh2
My boyfriend's ex-girlfriend is prettier than me, smarter than me, basically everything better than me. sometimes he compares me to her and it kills me so much inside. i know that they're over and done with and me and her are some what friends. but everytime i see that bitch i want to rip her ugly dyed hair out of her head and then sock her pearly white teeth.

Confess ID : jqubz0cc
I've been killing people for money for the past six years.

Confess ID : n1iztjcn
I'm so screwed up. My girlfriend is pressuring me to have sex and I can't because she's had sex with other men before me. I would be losing my virginity to her but it wouldn't be her losing hers to me and that has been something I've wanted for as long as I've wanted sex. I guess beggers can't be choosers, so-to-speak. I know I love her deeply and would do anything for her but the thought of other guys having their way with her turns me completely off. She's had sex with them more once and experimented with things I would've liked to have done with her for the first time. I don't want to be the only one having a new experience. Oh well. Guess I'll suck it up, stop being a jerk and get it over with .

Confess ID : mtddv1zr
I don't think i am depressed, but i am criminally dependent on social activity to keep me from being unhappy. but i always feel i have no friends no matter what. i am close with no one..the people i hang out with, i would not call them friends even though they call me friends. i feel so alone.i want a girlfriend but i am desperate for one, and it shows. i also go for all the wrong girls.

Confess ID : ekzg1bsl
Maybe I can drink my allergies away.

Confess ID : 3ccmeoxy
I think about killing myself all the time, for no real reason. I have a great life, so many opportunities and gifts. So, why?

Confess ID : n6vsbjoi
April 20th 2006 Today I burned the last thing he gave me that I have held on to. I only have one photograph left to destroy, then I'm completely free of him. I reclaimed most of the music we used to listen to together, replaced the memories, so he's gone for good. I want to flush that whole affair.

Confess ID : ofuvwbpf
I invent people, and talk about them all the time, like they're my best friends.

Confess ID : zjq5acpm
I hate my gf's friends. Not all of them. Just the dumb ones. I tolerate them because i love her, but i really wish she would either tell them the truth, or just ditch them.

Confess ID : y6iw2kzd
My biggest regret in life is that I had an on and off sexual relationship with a married man. At the time I was 22 and he was 32, we worked together. The relationship, if you want to call it that, lasted just over a year. I didn't feel bad about it at the time but now 6 years later I continue to feel guilty about it. I am ashamed that I did it and that some of my close friends knew about it, including my sister. How could I have been so naive to think he actually cared about me and was going to leave his wife, he was just in it for the sex. Looking back at it he was suck a DICK and he wasn't good in bed.

Confess ID : wmqdsndh
I was really depressed after a painful break-up with my girlfriend. We were together for five years and agreed to get married in the close future. All this went down the drain because of some stupid assistant bitch at my work. I never cheated on my girlfriend but this bitch from work did everything to spoil my relationship. She kept calling my girlfriend when I was out and making it look like I was cheating. A couple months after, this stupid bitch's propaganda did its job. My girl left me because of that bullshit. I wanted to escape, so I joined the foreign legion. Five years. Guess what,I am back now with a new name and I promise that I'll take my revange. Gonna hook up with you, stupid bitch and make you pay. You hear that? I will enjoy every second of making your life miserable, every second! You are going to pay sevenfold for the harm you did to me. You are a mean sadistic bitch!

Confess ID : kqa1amac
With all the Internet porn I look at instead of working and then the depression I feel daily, I'm really screwing my life up.

Confess ID : 0t5qwmcx
If i lived by myself, i would just smoke and eat and listen to music and stare at a computer screen all day. and also watch tv. how the fuck am i ever gonna get a job? i'm not good at anything and i don't really like anything.

Confess ID : riprv4eq
I used to cut. It was never worth it.

Confess ID : wutmw3xb
I don't want him to leave me for her.

Confess ID : l62220gy
I'm a straight male and I have a hot girlfriend. Once in a while we get kinky and she lets me fuck her in her ass. I love it when she plays with my ass it feels good and makes me cum harder. Secretly i want her to fuck my ass with her finger or a dildo, just to see how it feels. She loves taking it in the ass, i just want to see how it feels too.

Confess ID : okctpuvm
Shes the perfect woman for me, and god or whoever is runnin this joint decided to make her 20 years older and 3,000 miles away. I'm in love with her. She says she loves me too. and it's slowly picking apart my life. How long can I keep hope.. for that extreamly small chance of even seeing her face-to-face? Deep down I know it probably wont work, but I can't let go. I couldn't if I tried. The attention and acceptance keeps me driven, I couldn't make it through the day without it. I know on the inside i'm setting myself up to be hurt, but that tiny, tiny spec of hope gives me something to fight for and someone to love and be loved. Even if the slience at night gets lonely.so very loney. Wish someone could end this cruel joke, I just whana hold her tight and kiss her softly, is that so much to ask?