As a child my older cousin would have dry sex with me. He'd lock my door and hump me and I was clueless. He told me to never tell anyone and I didn't. I probably didn't even know the right words to describe what he did to me. I remember he used to bother me at a family barbecue to "really" do it with him, at this age I had a basic understanding of what sex was and I refused to. Boy, am I glad. Then during the holidays he and his sister slept over at our house one night and he wouldn't let me sleep. He'd follow me around as I switched beds to get away from him because I didn't want to lose my virginity. I'm not quite sure what happened after that but I know I didn't let him near me. Now years later, after not seeing him he's shown up due to some family crisis. I don't know what I'm meant to feel or how I should act around him. I wish I told someone, infact I wish I had told my brother. My brother would've given it to him. We also attended the same primary school. I don't know whether I should forgive him or not, because he's now a person who wouldn't do such things.. he's a good person.. atleast I think Confess ID: muz5r521        Posted On: 26-Nov-2008