I feel guilty about it, but I really like marijuana. I'm a very high-stress person, and it really helps me relax like nothing else can. My mind, which usually whips along at a dizzying pace, completely mellows out. But I don't get entirely stupid. Because I'm calmer, I get much more creative. The only problem is that I want to draw, write prose, and write poetry all at once, haha. My ideas are all so tangible, I can actually make them out. I want to do them all at once, before my mind speeds back up and I can't see them clearly any more. Marijuana also helps me fall asleep much more easily, again because it evens out my mind. Unfortunately, it's illegal, expensive, and almost all of my friends look down upon it. I have almost a gram in my room. If I weren't so full of guilt, I'd smoke a tiny bit and write up a storm before falling into an easy sleep. Stupid anti-drug campaigns. Logically, I know that it honestly seems to have more positive effects than negative. (I don't just mean for me, personally. Check out some of the articles written by people who don't have a point to prove, but are just stating the facts, such as straightdope.com. [Despite the name, it has nothing to do with drugs.]) Confess ID: cktawl45        Posted On: 29-Oct-2008