I hate humans.
Yes, this is it, I confess. I hate humans. I hate seeing them destroying the planet they are living on, I hate seeing them destroy themselves and what they build. Yes, I hate humans.
I am not a good person.
I am a pretender. I preted that I'm sweet, I pretend that I'm Christian. I pretend that I'm a good person.
But to be honest, I don't know anymore.
I am a fallen angel.
I pretend because I am a surviver. I've never asked anyone to place me on this planet. I hate humans, I hate being in a human body and I hate being here.
I want to go home.
I am not a Reptilian. I am not with any Dark Agendas, New World Orders, etc. And I know that when the time comes, some time around 2012, I know that I will be among them who will fight the Darkness down. Who will help saving those stupid hiumans. Because this is the only reason I'm here.
And then, I can be free and go home.
Dear God, please don' make me reincarnate once again as human, or on this planet. I don't want it. This is my first and last time here.
Let me be. Let me return home. I'm tired.
I'm tired of giving, tired of being "a nice person", tired of pleasing everyone.
I'm tired of humans. I hate them. I wish I could live alone, far far away somewhere in a forest. I cannot stand them much longer.
I can live without sex, human company, etc. In fact, I'm better off living completely alone.
My whole life here has just been a great killing of time, a great wait to come home.
Can't you see it God?
You have to give me my purpose soon. You have to tell me what I can do. I want to join the battle, beat them and then go home.
I'm so tired.
And I'm ready.
Bring it on.
Confess ID: zyenqamj
Posted On: 26-Nov-2008