I met a guy in January for the first time. we hung out a lot, and he sent me flowers for V-Day and all that sweet stuff. and we made it official in late Feb.
Before this, I have only been in one serious relationship. That first relationship was my first kiss, first sexual experience everything. and it took a while to get to that serious stage.
Well, I had sex with my new bf after we'd been together a little over a week. It just felt right, but I haven't told anyone that we've been sleeping together. not even my best friend, and I feel like I should be able to tell someone if it really was "right."
I also feel like he doesn't want a relationship sometimes. He told me in the beginning that he isn't good with emotions and that he can be insensitive. but I just don't know. I think I love him, but I don't know. Questioning it makes me think I don't. and what is more is he wants to take a break this summer since we are at school and the realtionship will become a long distance one.
I feel like I have fallen in such a short amount of time, and I am afraid to lose him.
Confess ID: dog40c1e
Posted On: 08-May-2008