I was engaged for 5 years. I left him, because he became/returned to being an alcoholic.
I started seeing someone else after 9 months. I have been living with this new guy for 3 months after seeing him for only 3 months.
He has obvious drug and alcohol problems not to mention his gambling .
I've tried to leave him and move out but he keeps promising me it will be better. and that he loves me, and can't function without me.
So I stay.
My family has given me a place to stay, and offered to help me move.
I just don't move.
What is wrong with me.
I think I am using him as a way to validate myself..
Just a few months ago, I know I loved him, now.. I question it.
I hate the person i am becoming!!
Confess ID: 5kqt3cx2
Posted On: 27-Jun-2008