In spite of how pretty, charming, and all around good people I am to be around. I am very often just too god damn twitchy to get into long, meaningful relationships. Hell, I have yet to even TRY since I failed out of Art School (Oh yeah, I failed out of art school, btw) There only seems to be ONE GIRL in the entire god damn world I whose company I enjoy, and Is remotely attractive to me. I fucking love this girl more than I SHOULD love somebody I know on the INTERNET. I am Morally opposed to Online Relationships, btw. Every time I think about how entirely stupid I am for what I am feeling, I get really bitchy. Then she asks me what the problem is, I'll tell her not to worry about it. Then it ruins her good mood, and It makes me even more upset. I would marry this girl right now, really. I would give up everything I have to be with her, but that's SOOO creepy. I would leave my family, freinds, and All of my posessions to move and be with her. Yep. SOOOOOO Creepy. I'm not good enough for her, and If I tell her, it will fuck everything up. I MAY not end up posting this, because I'm pretty she would read this, and could figure this out quickly I am the one who posted this. If I ruin that, I'll probably just stop going to that server all together, and become a Chronic Idler. Sigh. This is all too much bullshit. Fuck it, I'll stop being a pussy and post it. Hell, I'll probably link it to her. Sure, It's creepy and it will fuck everything up. But it's better than avoiding it, I guess. Forgive me? Confess ID: tg5bmg54        Posted On: 06-Oct-2008