Last summer, after my new swimming pool arrived, I decided I wanted to have a pool party with some of my dear friends. I consider myself a good person, I try not to afflict pain on anyone verbally, I get good grades, and i've never been in serious trouble. But my conscience is far from clean. At this pool party, with some of my closest friends both female and male, a weird urge hit me. After watching a voyeur video on the web, I decided i'd try for myself. I secretely filmed my female friends changing in my spare room. Some of these girls are amazingly hot. I hid the camera in a hamper, hiding it seclusively from the eye. Even a long glance in the direction would be undetectable. At the time I enjoyed this very much. I know it was perverted, low, disgusting, wrong, but I couldn't help it. The desire overpowered my better judgement. Watching some of my hot female friends naked would be something I would pay a million dollars to see and could simply have with a hidden camera. I've had these videos for a year straight, I've obviously done things with them i'm not proud of, but I also enjoyed them. It eats away at my conscience whenever I enter a church. I haven't had enough guts to walk into a church and confess these dirty secrets to a priest. I just hope god forgives me. I don't find a need in burning the tapes, whats the point? I use them at least once a week to jerk off to. I sometimes don't find what I did as bad as it appears. You live once, you want to try extreme things, you sometimes have desires overpowering your better judgement or conscience. I can't live through life without ignoring these desires. I stopped doing this forever. I know i'm not the first to do this nor the last, but hopefully I can soon find the guts to confess my dirty little secret. Confess ID: v31cgy4t        Posted On: 16-Jul-2008