No matter what you do, you might still be fucked. I'm a smart guy.a REALLY smart guy. I'm a very emotional people-person as well as a very logical/analytical technical person. I look good communicate very well. However, not matter what I do, no matter how hard I try, no matter how much the odds are in my favor. I get fucked. It's like my whole life has been two steps forward, three steps back. I'm really fucking sick of it. I've changed from optimist to realist and now I think I'm turning into a pessimist. When I hear people say shit like, "If you're smart, honest, hard-working, and take advantage of the opportunities in your life (or even create opportunities) then everything will be just fine." FUCK YOU! Everything is NOT just fine and the truth is that we really don't have any control over it. Everything you are and everything you have might be gone tomorrow and it may or may not be your fault and you may or may not ever be able to recover. Carpe diem, motherfuckers. Confess ID: guq5l2qw        Posted On: 13-Jun-2008