What's to say? Well, it all started early December, I met this girl and she was great. There's no other way to put it, I fell pretty much head-over-heels for her. But, since then, I've gone down the shitter. Badly. I just don't eat or rarely eat anything, I can't focus on anything, My grades have held so far but getting work done is like putting my hand through a manual meat grinder, with the other hand turning it. The thing is that I don't think she feels entirely the same way about me. Yeah, that stumbling block. I've never been able to bring it up in conversation, and really I'd be more happy to just be there and be with her as a friend rather than say how I really feel and scare her off, not being able to just be with her. It's like my Mind likes the Status Quo as it is now, but my Heart wants to go further, and that's what is tearing me apart. I need to get it out in the open to her, and hope she feels the same. but how? And when? I've not turned Emo or started cutting myself, there's something (thankfully) that's just blocking that out in my mind, but I feel like I'm on the edge here, and I dunno if I'm going to go over that edge or get back into the safe side. I guess that time and luck will tell. but I don't think I can carry on with this for long without doing some damage. Confess ID: wptb5gmr        Posted On: 29-Sep-2008