a few years ago, i accidentally downloaded some child porn off a peer-to-peer network thinking it was regular porn. it turned out to really turn me on and i ended up getting off on it. i haven't looked at any of that kinf of porn since then and have no plans to, but i think my psyche is irreversable damaged by the knowledge that child porn turned me on. every so often i'll remember that time a few years ago and it bums me out because i think that maybe if that happened, i'm also fucked up in some other ways that i haven't noticed yet (since prior to seeing it, i didn't know that i thought it was hot). if i could go back in time to fix one thing, it would be never having seen those photos. it's planted a seed in my mind that may never go away and bother me for the rest of my life. Confess ID: 2yo6f0kc        Posted On: 30-Dec-2008