blah i hate having no friends it pisses me off i'd be just really content and happy if i could have just ONE friend who'd always be there for me and i could always talk to. or maybe if my family was just around ever maybe i would be content then. none of htem are ever home and because i have no friends i am always alone in this house with my dog it gets really lonely and boring. all i do is sit around and listen to hardcore music and think of how one day things will get better. i'm preparing for the worst though and guessing that nothing's ever gonna change until i graduate high school and just go away. it really pisses me off though because everyone i know is happy and has really good friends and i just wanna scream out loud and shoot a bunch of people i think it really isnt fair at all and i wish someone would kill me. Confess ID: apaob3rf        Posted On: 08-May-2008