[i just abbreviated the hell out of this so it won't read like one of those "i have a secret crush on James, and btw i'm 18/f with blond hair and live in room 302 of Rho Kappa Theta.shh, it's a secret" confessions. sorry if it's dry and boring now. the novella version was more interesting.] there's this girl. when i "met" her almost 2 years ago, i couldn't stop watching her, and when i realized that fact i tried to figure out what it was that drew me to her. i spoke all of two whole sentences to her that night, about trivial things, and since neither one contained even a hint of the inexplicable adoration i was already feeling for her, i guess you could say they were lies. i wouldn't have known how to say it anyway. i think Cupid's arrow sometimes shears off the tongue on its way to the heart. in the weeks that followed, i was seized by the strongest crush.or whatever you want to call it.on her that i could ever remember having (and i'd been in love already). i was HIGH, i was TINGLING from it, she inspired my own art.this just floored me. she was beautiful, she was articulate, she was adorable, she was insanely talented.the pessimist in me thinks i could live a thousand years and never find anyone else like her. the optimist just smiles and shrugs. it would NEVER work. she doesn't like me, and she's sometimes a total hedgehog when it comes to socializing.i think sometimes she prefers videogames to people. i can't help still being drawn to her, though. i sometimes wish i could, but i can't. Confess ID: lmfglkei        Posted On: 14-Jun-2008