i love you and this hurts. i don't want to be with you if we're both going to be unsatisfied and bored with one another but i hate having to be without you. i made a sensible decision by breaking up with you, because now we have time to collect our thoughts and feelings without the heady rush of being in the moment or the constant fighting about the same sorts of things. i know it's for the best, but i just hate all the waiting and crying and feeling lonely. i miss you so much. you mean everything to me and i want you to be happy and fulfilled in your life, but i'm scared of being without you so much. i'm so afraid and lonely right now. i just want you to call and tell me that you're willing to change and you can't live without me and that you cried. Confess ID: jkmgb1kw        Posted On: 26-Nov-2008