i'm an idiot me an my ex broke up about 6 months ago. 3 months ago we started seeing each other as friends which led to an arrangemnet of "friends with benifits". during this time there was a feeling that maybe we could work it out. he moved in to the spare room a while ago.. which was fine.. but now he's seeing someone else and i feel more alone than ever. i don't think i want to get back with him but it still hurts. i think more than anything i'm jealous because i don't have anyone.. i'm lonely and i blame myself for letting myself get put into this position. i just want someone to hold you know? Confess ID: novipl2d        Posted On: 08-Sep-2008