i never stopped loving my ex-girlfriend. i broke up with her back in school after we dated for a little over a year. that was 5 years ago. things were always good between the two of us when we were dating. i can't even remember any bad fights. except for when we broke up. she had a cousin that had a terminal illness and was told by doctors he had a very limited amount of time left on this earth. she was crushed by this. he was a very important person in her life. but i failed to understand it, and that caused complications. i can admit to myself that i was an asshole. i thought i wasn't getting enough time with her. i was a selfish piece of shit. even after the break-up she cried and pleaded to me "what did i do that was so wrong. what can i do to make it right?" but i had to much fucking pride to take her back. i made my decision and that was it. even though i wanted her then as much as i still do now. i fucked up. it was my fault. now recently we've been hanging out again and i enjoy it so much. we even slept together the other night but no sex. i didn't need to, i was just so overwhelmed by being able to hold her in my arms again. now i just want a second chance to do it right. i hope she will take me back. Confess ID: 540irhmi        Posted On: 27-Dec-2008