i take caffiene pills and laxatives in hope of being pretty. no matter what i do though, i hate the way i look. i always have. i always will. ill never be tall enough or skinny enough to be a model, even though its all ive dreamed of since i was 5. my boyfriend tells me im pretty, so do my parents/grandparents, etc. i dont believe them. honestly, i think they just lie to me. they dont know about all the pills. Confess ID: ykj1yulh        Posted On: 18-Aug-2008