..i've started self-harming again. I dont really know why.i just wrote a load of words on my arm in pen.words like ‘worthless' ‘slut' and ‘fat' and now i'm self-harming over them. One day I'll wash off the pen and only the scars will be left.
I want the scars to be there forever.I want to get married with them.so whoever i get married to sees the words.sees what there tying themselves too.give them there last chance to leave.
I'm so weird.
I'd tell someone, I really would.but last time I told someone, they told me i was a self-obsessed attention whore.and I dont want attention, i just want to be helped.
So this time, It's my dirty little secret.
Confess ID: j116hj34
Posted On: 26-Sep-2008