it was the weirdest thing. mom and i were in the car talking about people and such, and somehow got onto the topic of boyfriends. i've never had a real boyfriend and she started describing a guy she thought would be perfect for me. she said: "over six feet, big and muscley, or at least very manly, very smart, funny, and not calm, but not as nutso or easily excited as you are". see here's the weird thing. i've been having these dreams recently with guys in them that are just that. big. manly. super smart. funny. chill. and i can't help but think that some guy out there who is just that will make me really happy. but how long is it going to take for it to happen? i'm 16. i've kissed but never done more then a kiss. and by kiss, i mean kiss. no tongue. no open mouth. just a kiss. i want more. so much more. and i want passion. i want someone who will do nice thigns for me because they want me to be happy. who will call me or not be annoyed when i call them, just because. someone who gets that i'm not one for stupid people, and who isn't sutpid and will listen to me rant and then calm me down when i get excited. and i know that it's too much to want when you're 16. but a girl can dream. Confess ID: oix1mqhe        Posted On: 02-May-2008