last night couldnt have gone worse. these girls, who i thought were my friends, pryed into my life while i was drunk. (this was probably planned out) i overheard them talking about me while i was in the bathroom. so i planned on saying something when i came out. something witty, insulting, not too outrageous, but enough to make their jaws drop and their egos burst. but nothing came out. i only drank more, put more into myself. i held everything in. until finally i threw up. and one of my good friends took me to her place to take care of me. i have never been so humiliated in my life. why is this ALWAYS the story when i socialize? i open myself up only to get salt poured all over my innards.
i hate them. they remind me of why i so quickly up and left that town as quietly as possible last year. it was an experience nonetheless. i learned. many things. karma will see us all through times like these.
Confess ID: kejlrt52
Posted On: 01-Jul-2008