there was this guy.. that's how it always starts, right? anyway, he liked me.. a lot. i liked him too, honestly. but never enough to commit myself to a relationship. i told him if he'd wait for me, i'd be his girlfriend eventually.. well, it lasted three months before he broke things off. i think he was getting sick of waiting. i don't blame him.. i think that i pushed him away on purpose. so i wouldn't have to hurt his feelings myself. because, to tell the truth, i never liked him half as much as i still like my ex-boyfriend.. this makes me wonder.. will i ever be able to let myself enjoy a relationship without comparing whoever i'm with to ‘him.' i really do doubt it, and that's sad. Confess ID: equ1vh60        Posted On: 01-Oct-2008