they were all talking about child-molestation. and i wanted to scream. they will never know it from this side. they will never know what they did to me. and i will never ever be able to forgive myself for feeling like i deserved any of it all. all i wanted to do was tell you. and i knew i could never because you'd have never guessed and things would be weird. i dont want to affect anyone. i'll just watch. but, i can't live with myself if i hurt someone or let them hurt me. i can't do that anymore. i wish that i could stop feeling guilty that i want someone to understand. i want someone to know me. i wish i knew who would bother. who could try.. or not have to try. thanks. Confess ID: p5dmwo50        Posted On: 04-Jun-2008