this weekend, for the first time, i initiated practically anonymous sex with someone i have no intention of pursuing at all. in fact, i kind of hate the guy, as he is barely legal, republican-leaning, and basically an idiot. i have to say it felt more comfortable and was more sexually satisfying than the sex was in my one relationship. this was somewhat frightening, but also extremely liberating. as a girl, it felt especially powerful. especially when i kicked him out of my apartment right after we were ‘done' after three gos. i didn't know before, but i guess the skanky life is for me. or maybe it's just power-tripping? Confess ID: l6100shu        Posted On: 03-Aug-2008