Poem

U call me when I'm busy, always ready to chill u constantly nag about me not being real u ask for the reasons why i cry after every glimpse i catch of your eye its not easy holding the emotions i carry for you its not the same when i kiss, theres just no other dude to replace your big lips or your soft brown skin I've memorized every indent of your face from your forehead to your chin i could find you in the dark in a crowded room i could feel the heat of your body even when I'm not with you don't ask me why i cry, don't ask me to be real these tears to my heart is something i don't wanna feel besides i cant tell u what i feel, remember i once tried i told you what i felt, admitted my crush, and u never replied you call me your nigga, as if i was your boy we argue all the time, i feel i bring you no joy maybe thats y i cry with every glimpse of your face i wanna tell you that my heart will never replace a FRIEND that has treated me the way you do i just want your arm around me, to help me get through