Confess ID : z62v6fua
I always wanted my boyfriend or girlfriend to fantasy rape me. Even though the idea of actual rape scares the shit out of me.I'm just another mental case.

Confess ID : uh51pony
I'm a ph'd student, but I dont know why I am doing it. I'm 23 and the best years of my life will be spent in a cube earning my degree. How do I know this is what my life is suppose to be? I want to find a woman I can share my life with, a family, happy memories with people I love and who love me. At this point I feel like I am scrambling in every direction trying keep all the doors open. I know that some doors must close for other to open, but how do I know which is right?

Confess ID : iwugdnew
I'm ready for love.

Confess ID : qf4cqiii
I tried to killed myself so I wouldn't have to face the embarassment of telling my parents I'm about to flunk out of college.again. I still don't know how to tell them.

Confess ID : x1errl3c
I'm worried. I haven't heard from her lately. She's not answering her phone. This hasn't happened before. This doesn't happen. I'm freaking the fuck out. I need to calm down. Fuck. I'm worried. And I never get worried. Not so worried that it shows. Am I over-reacting? Am I just being ridiculous here? FUCK. I hate this - feeling like I'm helpless. Why isn't she contacting me? I don't think I can sleep tonight.

Confess ID : 1lrxdluv
Yesterday at the hairdresser's I was wearing a short dress under the hairdressers cape and it kept riding up and anyways it my undies kept rubbing all the irght places so I just went along with it. I came right while she was blow drying my hair. Thats how sexually frustrated you make me. Why are we still waiting for the ‘right time'? I think a month is plenty of time. Maybe its me, maybe I'm the slut.

Confess ID : l0se3r10
I've been sleeping with a guy on and off for 2 years. He wants to pretend we're dating, or even calls us "involved" but why can't he see it my way? I'll never love him, therefore we are only fucking. We are not dating, we are not in a relationship, we're just 2 people that have sex. And the sex isn't even that good. It's just that I am lonely. God, I am so in denial.

Confess ID : 0oc21kg5
So it was probably all my fault.i guess i was hoping everything was reciprocated..maybe it's not.i've never been rejected before.this sucks and i don't want to give anyone else the power to hurt my feelings

Confess ID : l55b3yze
I love my other half but when i give him oral sex, which takes a while, he thinks i'm thining about him and about how sexy it is. i'm not - i enjoy doing it and i do find it sexy, but there's something about the rhythmic movement that really clears my head and i can concentrate and go over the day's events in my head. i plan stuff, i think what phone calls i have to make, and i have all my best ideas (i have an artistic career) when i'm giving head. and i feel really guilty about it. sorry darling!

Confess ID : lu42vdff
Wonderful, charismatic, loving, beautiful, honest, exciting, terrifying, amazing, breathtaking, fun, scary, joyous, anticipation, fright love :)

Confess ID : wtfln1zx
Im a drug addict. i cant do one day being sober.i cant face reality i dont have normal human emotions its as if im empty, an unwritten book. im going to kill myself to make everyone pay

Confess ID : qr2cj1xi
No one who knows me would guess it but I can't stop being insanely, irrationally jealous. I was always very pretty but now I'm hotter than 99.9% of the female population due the extreme amounts of effort and money I put into my appearance. Everyone who knows me thinks I'm just a "girly-girl" but my vanity is due to insecurity. It's not enough for a guy to want me - I need them to want no one else too. This is impossible of course. I know it's impossible but it doesn't stop my heart from breaking when a guy I'm seeing mentions how hot some random girl is, or has a poster of f***ing Nicki Hilton on the back of his bathroom door. I go out with guys who are far less attractive than myself. Even if they do acknowledge the fact that I'm better looking than them I still feel like shit. I feel like I'm never enough. I push people away because I'm insecure, but they see me as being pretty and clever and intense and so they just assume I'm cold hearted. I'm not cold hearted, I'm just sad. How can I stop being like this? It's exhausting.

Confess ID : kkbmnzxc
Im probably going to die, and even with that knowlege, i cannot muster the strength to fight.

Confess ID : 4zrbpafe
I think I'm addicted to masturbating. I do it at least three times a day and have spent well over $500 on vibrators and dildos.

Confess ID : tajb4v6q
I hate myself for not saying yes

Confess ID : cze44oo1
My new boyfriend is fucking hot as hell. He's tan, tall, insanely muscular, and has a handsome face. He calls me all the time. He has a huge dick. He goes down on me even when I'm on my period. I confess I think he's my good karma for getting fucked over by Josh. I don't deserve this.

Confess ID : 1aj513u4
I'm so sick of being in love with a priest and not being able to tell him. I want to, although I never will. I feel so bad about it.

Confess ID : m53xlvsr
I'm a bulemic, anorexic, alcoholic, drug addicted high school drop out. What a fuck up I am, hey? At 22 you'd think that I'd have done something worthwhile.

Confess ID : n5g4fand
I started writing a confession for this site and it turned into a letter that I can't post because if he or one of his friends should ever read it, they would immediately known who I am. I don't know if I feel better for having written the letter. I have no intention of sending it. I am trying to let go of a shitty situation. There's no need to hang on to all this anger. I used to love him and count him as a valuable friend, but he proved to be an egotistical asshole who though he was better than everybody and that his bad behavior was the fault of others or non-existant. How could I have been so blinded? He lied to me and cheated on his girlfriend. I've had some shitty boyfriends, but he is the only person that I truly regret and am ashamed to have slept with. I regret even letting into my life.

Confess ID : en641hs0
I've been sick since I was ten years old and I'm sixteen now. I don't know if I'm ever going to get better. I don't know if I ever want to get better.

Confess ID : tlbvuzaq
I feel like shit because I have red hair and nobody likes it. Everybody says they do of course, but nobody treats me well. I mean it's even more of a minority than black, and girls are all over them. And it seems it's always like this for red haired people. Never liked for being different, only hated.

Confess ID : gdnqfqwj
The fact that you are so young and innocent makes it so much worse when you tell me about all the creepy dudes that have hit on you. Guys are fucking disgusting, and I swear to god if anyone ever tries that to you in front of me I will slit their fucking throat.

Confess ID : gzqm1njb
Me and my boyfriend broke up about a month ago and neither of us said anything about breaking up, it kinda just happened on its own. Now I'm wondering if i should go talk to him about it.

Confess ID : tvbh3pq1
Bimbo makes me cry everytime I watch it. Racist people make me more angry than anything. Homophobic people make me more angry than anything other than racist people, but I am sometimes homophobic inside. I never show it but soimetimes I am. For this, I hate myself. I act dumb around my friends to make them feel good. It works. My friends only like me when I act dumb. I passionatly hate every one of my friends, and I only hang out with them and pretend to like them so that I'm not a loner. I lie to my friends more than I don't and I have immense control over most of them because of this. I can controll what slang they use and what they wear, how often they shave their legs and whether they shave or wax, I can change their opinion on anything that they have an opinion on, I can make them dislike other people that they don't dislike, I can make them fall in love with someone disgusting. I really hate myself for this. A lot. I am in love with my teacher who is almost exacly 40 years older than me. I want him in every possible way. I sometimes resent my brother wo is 16 years younger than me. (I am 17). This is immature. I masterbate at least once a day. Sick. I have terrible grades and loads of homework. I am in my last year of highschool and I have to graduate. I am failing two classes. I have all this pressure to grad because I am supposed to be the first in my family to graduate. My whole family is pressuring me. and what am I doing??!?! I'm on the computer which is ruining my life because it's the only thing that I do. I hate this life. I hate myself. I want to fly from here. I want to escape.

Confess ID : 2rmw2ukx
When you commited suicide you murdered a part of me. something I will never get back. Yet I am not mad at you at all. I love you very much and think of you every day. I don't talk about you as much since I am with someone new and it just seems to make most poeple uncomfortable. but I will NEVER EVER forget you. I promise.