Confess ID : witalpo6
I'm sorry that I've caused you nothing but pain. I'm sorry that I told you I loved you as more than your adopted little sister. I'm sorry that I came up to Austin that Thursday and let you snog me. I'm sorry that I couldn't help you through your panic attacks. I'm sorry that I couldn't control myself, and that you couldn't control yourself, and that we had phone sex and enjoyed each other's bodies in the back of my car. I'm sorry my mom's a bitch and won't let us be together. I'm sorry that I couldn't walk away before my mom forced us to walk away. I'm sorry that I'm naive and not strong enough to stand up for what I want and need. Know that this is tearing me apart inside. I'm slowly dying. I love you with everything I am. I know you're suffering, and there's nothing more I want right now than to hold you and make you better. But I'm not the one for you. My heart may say so, and hell, your heart might too. But we aren't. You're 26, I'm 17. You were right all along. Age does matter. But still. I'm so very much in love with you.

Confess ID : fvqqi6fu
I want to get high right now so bad, but i have so much work to do. school causes to much stress i need to relax, but its becasue of school i cant relax, paradoxies are amuck

Confess ID : qhnn6o4d
Carly, I love you but I can't find the guts to confess. Ever since you moved away, my life has been a moronic nightmare. I want to be with you again, and this time, I don't want it to end.

Confess ID : k3jh26bh
I look at myself a lot. Everyday I get up, pick my clothes, and go to the shower. I look down at myself and all I see is stretchmarks. My belly is so big, I can't even see my vagina. I have to move the rolls of fat just to see it. It's quite an effort to shave it. I see bumps on my breasts(which aren't big), I see hair on my belly. I've had sex before, and I've had offers for more sex, but I turn them down. The last time I had sex I wasn't even turned on because I was so self conscious about my body. I'm fat. I know I am. I am the fat girl. I've made the decision to start working out, and get the body that I think I belong in. All I want is to be happy and to have a relationship with someone who truly appreciates me. What's worse is that I think I have found a guy who is truly.wonderful, but I am only his friend, but oh God, I would do anything if I knew I had a chance with him. It's funny because he is not the type I am usually attracted to. I'll confess again when I see change in my body.

Confess ID : p4dyf5tl
I like her. she doesn't know it.

Confess ID : wwffysjj
I seem confident to you, but in all honesty.I'm really scared of going further.

Confess ID : mh33zs5d
Things have gotten so deep i dont know why im with him. Ive gotten so envolved with his family and just dont know how to get out. He has been my first and only. But he can be very verbally abusive sometimes, I work for his dad. which i never wanted but was in sorts, pushed into. I love him, but in this case sometimes love isnt feeling worth it. He lives about 3-400 miles away from me and sometimes are glad. I dont know what to do.

Confess ID : tknktfee
I really like bad puns. Even when I know no one will laugh I say them or write them and I laugh at how other people don't laugh. I hope that someday someone will get really angry and punish me.

Confess ID : 5lb0kbfs
I confess that every time someone tells me i am too young to be getting married i want to tell them to shut the fuck up. those people really piss me off. and i think it is really rude for them to say that. shouldn't they being saying "congratulations" or "best wishes?"

Confess ID : 1oz0ngkk
When my doctor asked me if i had ever made a plan to, or have ever tried to kill myself, i said "no". that was a lie.

Confess ID : fxw1yogi
I am so completly lost when it comes to university. about picking courses, getting through exams, trying to find a summer job to pay for res. i brake down everytime i think about it which is everyday. and i understand why we have that random week off a few months into school. They cal it reading week.. while really it's "suicide prevention week". thats what ive been trying to figure out how to avoid al year.. and i dont know if i can anymore

Confess ID : 4brmi5td
I miss you so much, and I don't know what I'm doing.

Confess ID : hd1faxdd
I got kicked out of my local music venue last night there was a punk show. there was punks there were punk girls. being very drunk, (as i'm sure she was too) i started making out, front and center to the stage, with this cute punk chick. we got really into it, and she lifted her knee up and i grabbed her thigh and held her, but we fell over. we started laughing really hard, and kept kissing. we started to touch eachother all over, and she started moaning really loud. no one could really hear it over the music. at some point, the owner's and bouncer's hands met us, picked us up, and shoved us all the way out. i'm not allowed at the venue anymore, but i played my first show there. whatever, i got laid in a parking structure last night.

Confess ID : qsdprxer
I'm such a frickin monster. all i ever do is hurt the people around me. i made my three best friends cry all on the same night at a school field trip once. and i couldn't even take back what i said after that. all i did was run as far away as possible and get us all in trouble with the chaperones. but even they, my BEST friends, don't know how much of a monster i am. i can't stand this life. i hate myself.

Confess ID : 14s5rth2
I was drunk at a campground once, met this random guy, within 30 minutes i was sucking his dick. we went back to the fire after he was done, i told him i lost my friends(i guess they left while i was with him) and hes like ‘oh'. for some reason i was shocked by this. of course he wouldnt help you he doesnt know you. so he let me wander drunk, alone at 4 am, passed out a couple times in a huge campground filled with college kids. im lucky im alive.

Confess ID : dckiyl2r
When i was younger i would wish for my dad to die before my mom so i wouldnt get stucking living with him. 3 years ago he died from cancer.

Confess ID : pdo6i0on
The man of my dreams has loved me since the seventh grade, i've just realized i love him too, but now it is too late. i think about him everyday and pretend i don't care when he calls, but i love it, and i love him.

Confess ID : fzabtdjj
I have a weird obsession with wanting to shove snow in a girl's vagina.

Confess ID : grkgi4mt
I really want to get the fuck out of touch of reality. i'm just sick of it. that's why i never call you. that's why i'm with her. so we can get drunk and smoke and drift away from consciousness. i'm sorry. i love you, but i hate this place.

Confess ID : wdghyso3
I am a 16 year old male, and sometimes I find myself putting my hand on my stomach as if I'm pregnant, then realizing that obviously I can't be pregnant, and I get strangely disappointed.

Confess ID : yen3t5jz
I feel truly happy about my relationship with my boyfriend right now. We reached a place where there is no need to be telling each other how much we love and need each other, we already know that. We joke more now, and I love it. I'm also happy his life is getting better. He has just started a career he's really fond of and he got a great job. That's my secret. A good one for a change! 19/f/argentina

Confess ID : gc5mdcqg
Mixed signals need to fuck off

Confess ID : 1i2it222
I need to grow up. High school was over a decade ago but it still hurts and i remember those that hurt me. They should pray i never see them again.

Confess ID : cgvrf3oq
I love the first kiss with someone new. More than that, I love the time leading up to that kiss, where when you lean close you can feel that magnetism, the feeling where you both want it so badly. The first kiss is great because you finally get it, but I think the wanting is the best. After that first kiss it just isn't the same anymore.

Confess ID : niazfb5p
I gave my co-worker a blowjob while his friend was driving me home! Yeah. Whoops. So I'm a waitress, and he's a cook, and I already told him that if he tells anyone that I work with, I will severe his testicles. Omg. I really didn't mean to. So I woke up at about 10:00 pm after a nap, and I was really out of it b/c I was sick/tired and he called me to come see this band. I'd been planning to do it for like 2 weeks, so I felt bad saying no, I couldn't find the damn place, I got there and made fun of him for getting wasted off of 9 kiddy-sized drinks, and got puking drunk off of 6. He said he had a 9 1/2 inch youknowwhat. It was more like 7, but yeah. So then I called his friend when I got home, because I need my car back this morning, but it wasn't his friend, it was some other dude, cuz I got the second number in the phone # wrong. I told this guy the whole story and my name (whoops) and it's a small freaking town. Um.. I'm never drinking again?