Confess ID : opk0kv0y
I know that leaving this place is something that may be very important to you, and I know how great of an opportunity it is. As someone who is still searching for what I want out of life, I am truely happy for you for having such a great chance to get closer to what it is you're looking for. I greatly respect you for having the courage to go wherever your dreams take you, no matter how far away it may seem, and your sense of adventure is one of the many traits that I truely admire about you. Your smile, your quirks, the way you're always trying to bring a little happiness to the people around you. I know that I'm going to miss all of those things. I guess what it comes down to is that if I'm never going to see you again, I at least want you to know how I feel, because I never told you. I want you to know that although I wasn't very good at showing it, I really did like you a lot, and I will miss you terribly when you are gone.
How can I tell you these things? I've never been entirely open with anyone, but I refuse to let the opportunity pass before I'm able to share my feelings with you. And so I send this transmission into the void of cyberspace where it will remain until the time comes for me to open up for once, and allow you to see the feelings inside that I'd like to share with you.
Confess ID : pjhpehmw
I'm 21. i've slept with over 40 men since i turned 19. i'm now with a man i can't really stand, and i'm having his baby.
he wouldn't be so bad if he didn't lie so much. i was honest, i told him i am a real freak in bed.when i suggest a 3some he says no. he's told me he's done it before so i don't see why not with me. i even suggest that we pick a really hot girl, and still he says no.
he uses anything he can against me to make me feel bad for his mistakes or when he fucks up. i'm the type of person to shrug things off if they're unimportant or silly, or bound to get nowhere, whereas he loves to carry on about something that he knows will never be solved, or agreed upon because i really don't give a damn.
he says i'm cold hearted. well maybe i am, but noone told him to be such a fucking pussy about it. i think if he took control of the situations rather than bitch and moan about them, i'm less likely to disagree and be cruel.
basically i really want a man to treat me like a bitch. or in other words, be more like me. the agressor. i see it being soo much better. less fighting, more dirty sex, and me being hopelessly inlove. i want him to be that man, because i like everything about him ‘cept for the pussiness, but that's a big thing with me.
i feel better now. thanks.
Confess ID : lmfglkei
[i just abbreviated the hell out of this so it won't read like one of those "i have a secret crush on James, and btw i'm 18/f with blond hair and live in room 302 of Rho Kappa Theta.shh, it's a secret" confessions. sorry if it's dry and boring now. the novella version was more interesting.]
there's this girl. when i "met" her almost 2 years ago, i couldn't stop watching her, and when i realized that fact i tried to figure out what it was that drew me to her. i spoke all of two whole sentences to her that night, about trivial things, and since neither one contained even a hint of the inexplicable adoration i was already feeling for her, i guess you could say they were lies.
i wouldn't have known how to say it anyway. i think Cupid's arrow sometimes shears off the tongue on its way to the heart.
in the weeks that followed, i was seized by the strongest crush.or whatever you want to call it.on her that i could ever remember having (and i'd been in love already). i was HIGH, i was TINGLING from it, she inspired my own art.this just floored me. she was beautiful, she was articulate, she was adorable, she was insanely talented.the pessimist in me thinks i could live a thousand years and never find anyone else like her. the optimist just smiles and shrugs.
it would NEVER work. she doesn't like me, and she's sometimes a total hedgehog when it comes to socializing.i think sometimes she prefers videogames to people.
i can't help still being drawn to her, though. i sometimes wish i could, but i can't.
Confess ID : vqj2ny4i
I smoke way too many cigarettes. and I know it's disgusting. and sometimes I feel bad for smoking them. but the nicotine buzz with coffee. just can't be beat. especially right in the morning. and I wish they would let me fucking smoke outside school.
and I'm realizing I ALWAYS fall for the same type of guy. for about 3 years I swore off liking boys. because I fall hard and easy and it's just not worth getting hurt. but in the past year or so I've really fallen for a few guys, and they're all exactly the same. they're smooth, you feel so comfortable around them, they're good loking and confident, you wanna be with them every day because they're just awesome. but they're just using you for.. you know, whatever. and then it's done. WHY do they do this? and whyyy do I always fall for it? it would be so much easier for those guys and so much less work if they just said "hey, I think you're hot, I think I'm hot, I'm also horny, but I don't really LIKE you so let's fuck and be done." cause then it's like, you get everything laid out and its easy. sheesh.
the funny thing is, I'd be such a good girlfriend. I'm completely low maintenance, I like having fun and running around, I care about my hair and clothes but would never take a long time to get ready for anything, I'm cute and little and I wouldn't be clingy and I'm just looking for a guy that's as laid back as me and just cool. why are there no normal guys anywhere?
