Confess ID : po6la1xs
I'm 21 years old, and I started college 8 years ago. I was once considered a child prodigy because I started college full time when I was 13. I was removed from that program, though, when I was 15 and placed back in high school. I've blown away every standardized test I've ever taken, which is what got me into college at that age in the first place. Some called me a genius, and a few still do. It doesn't matter, though. I've slacked my way through a mediocre education that I stopped caring about long ago. I graduate in a few weeks, bringing my time in college to an end. I told people that I'd be applying to law school at Stanford and Berkeley, but I didn't. I even filled out the applications and had them ready to send, but I didn't and I don't know why. Instead I put a knife to my wrists and contemplated to pros and cons of dragging along the skin. I never did it, but I've been depressed ever since. I got into a mediocre law school eventually, and I don't know if I even really want to go. I think sometimes of what is and what could have been and I cry. I cry for a future that was so readily within my grasp had I not sabotoged everything, like I always do. I cry because I'm too messed up to function as a normal adult in college life. this pale facsimily of real responsibility. And I cry because I've wasted a talent that could have been something special. I could have been a contender. I pray sometimes that I may still be.

Confess ID : jako4smz
I hate the people that judge you by your appearance, the judgement has cause me to hate myself, and lack even more self-esteem. It makes me want to grab the fat on my stomach and cut it off with a pair of scissors had hand it to that judgemental fool on a silver platter, and then ask them."Are you happy now??"

Confess ID : ey3j1kvn
Mike why couldn't you have waited. We had known each other for years before you became a teacher at my high school. I didn't care about that journalism class you taught. I just wanted to be near you. Don't think I didn't notice the way you looked at me. Don't think I didn't see the jealousy in your eyes when I walked in to the prom. I thought, I hoped, I wished that you would have waited for me. We could have went elsewhere, just the two of us. We could have been wonderful together. You broke my heart when you told me that you were getting married to her. I comfort myself by thinking it was only to stay away from me because you couldn't risk your job. During the past twelve years, you have been in my heart and mind. I miss you.

Confess ID : bexc6sik
I never verbalized this before, but its been really bothering me. everytime my sister and i talk about religion, i get really upset and close to tears. the thing is, she doesnt believe in religion or anything. im afraid she doesnt believe in an after-life. this gets me so upset because im scared to death of the fact that when either her or i die, im never gonna see her again. i love her more than anything in the fucking world. the thought to me is unbearable. i would never try to force her into a religion, or make her go to church, i just want her to believe in god. any god i dont care. i just want her to be open to a "heaven", so i can see her again. i love her so fucking much. i just cant help but cry everytime i think about this.

Confess ID : e66kdpsf
I dislike my left leg, and show way too much attention to my right leg. My hands are another story, though. I noticed I was paying too much attention to my right hand, and so I started doing things with my left hand only, and now it's just all one big shit-storm.

Confess ID : dqaoikzb
I think i may have a crush on this guy chris at my work. i really shouldn't, since i'm his supervisor. but sometimes the thought of him and what he could be if he applied himself really gets me going.

Confess ID : 20oubrh3
Sometimes i feel like there is nothing in this world i am good at. i want so badly to find a new job, but all the jobs i see don't interest me or i can't see them hiring me because i don't have that industry's experience.

Confess ID : 55m34foy
I am a bitter and sad human being who hates to see people happier than himself.

Confess ID : hnbbseh4
I love a girl, but if my parents found out i would be killed.

Confess ID : kkczu3qk
Dumb people really piss me off. Dumb and close-minded people are even worse. They just have no clue.

Confess ID : h4jyubxv
I am wasting my life because I am afraid that I will fail doing what I want to.

Confess ID : o2p4eug1
I love you. The happiest and most content I have ever been was when you fell asleep in my arms. If I told you, it would ruin everything.

Confess ID : 5mqyc1op
I hate people in general. i think they are so nasty and that includes me

Confess ID : omapiq40
4 years have passed and i cannot stop thinking of you. i miss you.

Confess ID : xj1qzgk5
I wish my girlfirend would hurry and dump me, i know she despises me, and so we're just wasting each others time. i havent dumped her, because i can rememeber all the fucking amazing time we've had together, she seems unable to recall. i fucking love her though, shes the most amazing person ive ever met. i dont deserve to be with her atall.

Confess ID : m2jeniei
If god existed I can't think of one good reason he would care about me.

Confess ID : panfwf1z
The scars on the back of my hand are from my teeth, they ripped into my flesh while i was shoving my fingers down my throat after dinner.

Confess ID : ztxfbbsp
We are madly in love and no one can stop us. Take that, world!

Confess ID : rf2jr6by
I'm sad that none of my online friends ever get on anymore. It's pathetic, I'm a loser who would rather sit and talk to online people then go out with actual people (I only have about 3 real-life friends). I like the power I get from talking to people on the net, if I don't want to talk to them I can just block them or delete them from my "friends list" and never have to talk to them again. I don't have to spend money on these people, and they don't have to see me at my worst. I think it's funny that I'll take like 25 pictures, find only one good photo and show them just that one and then do the same thing in like a month so they'll never see me ugly and only see good photos of me. I can just park my ass infront of the computer versus actually interacting with people. It's just so easy to do. The thing is, before they stopped showing up, I used to stay on the net for like 4 hours on end, talking to these people about nothing of importance, just basically wasting my time with people that I will most likely never see outside of cyber life or whatever you want to call it. Maybe them not showing up should be a wake up call that I should stop wasting my life online. For the past 3 years, almost every night, I would sign online to see if my "friends" were on and they usually were. I honestly can't see myself doing or want to be doing the same thing another 3 years from now. I guess it's time to get out there and start dealing with the real world. Hahaha.This will not change the fact that I am still a loser. :]

Confess ID : himuonhx
I'm a laywer. I have a wonderful job that helps people. Believe it or not. But. I don't feel wanted. the last six guys in my life have either left me for other women or cheated on me. My bosses are treating me like I'm not wanted and am replaceable. My birthday is in just a few weeks and I will kill myself the day before it. I think the world will be happier without me.

Confess ID : 0p4p5f5p
I'm worred that two of my moles are cancerous..I don't want to see a skin specialist because as long as they don't tell me I'm not sick..I'm not.

Confess ID : p1x51qxe
I'm 18, have my whole life ahead of me. so why am I stuck in the past?

Confess ID : p5jr3el5
I met a girl last month while I was in another country for one night, it was the BEST night of my life. Not 5 minutes goes by when I don't think of her. Since we met I've stopped playing games all day, lost weight and been a lot more outgoing. We've exchanged some messages since then but sometimes she doesn't answer, though she works a lot. I'm afraid to send more in case she thinks I'm going too far. I want, more than anything, to meet her again and find out if there was more to that night than just attraction.

Confess ID : 2g3q2ub4
I am to afraid to love someone ever again after the one that has my heart,died with a tight grip on it.That was 3 years ago.and nothing has been right since

Confess ID : ft4gjejj
I pretend to be the ‘Stupid one' because I don't have anyhting ‘trademark' about me. In actual fact, I get all those jokes, I know what that word means, and I'm making that gawnless look on my face on purpose. I wish I was The ‘Smart one', or ‘the pretty one' or ‘the awesome one' or ‘the geeky one' - but I'm just boring.