Confess ID : evvg6mzq
I don't want my friends to worry about me, so i told them all my health problems are because of drug use as a teenager. Today I was diagnosed with lupus, but I am not going to tell anyone.

Confess ID : lez1de1z
I'm in the military and i hate it

Confess ID : wfzewpp5
I blame my boyfriend for the miscarraige i had. he would make me so upset to the point i would cry and not be able to breathe. i would panic and cry and get sick to my stomach. i blame him. i hate him so much for what he did to me. i hate him for getting me pregnant. i hate him for coming across as kind and sweet and caring when he is just a selfish asshole. he thinks he is so fucking fabulous because he is a producer but in all honesty his music is nothing more than mediocre. i hate his cockiness and his attitude. it makes me so mad sometimes i just want to punch him in his shiteating face. i dont even know why im still with him because i really cant stand who he is. i think alot of it has to do with not wanting to be alone but im not anymore.i started fucking someone else a few days ago and it feels fucking great. i feel free and liberated and vindicated. noone has ever made me feel like such shit about myself before but just the simple satisfaction that i got one over on him is enough to say that it was all worth it. and im going to be the one to do the dumping.

Confess ID : autjuqve
I really really want to have sex with 3 guys at the same time

Confess ID : awwzrhaq
Its too hard for them to believe im a virgin. its nice having something to hold on to and nobody is a virgin anymore. *venetian snares-ongyilkos vasarnap*

Confess ID : sgonttkg
Im unahppy. and i smoke so much weed that i barely even feel real anymore. I've become the cliche fuck up somehow.or maybe i'm just exxagerating. But things are not turning out the way i expected at all.

Confess ID : s1sdwq41
I must admit. There is comfort in the pain.

Confess ID : 1mgsyx5c
Every day i always try to read some of the confessions on tis site. Sometimes i wonder why I am reading these and what is so intertaining about them. I have finally figured it out.Reading these just shows me all kinds of problems people have and it just makes me feel better about myself. Oh, one other thing, i wish that people would acually tell the truth on these. Why the hell do people have to make up stupid shit.

Confess ID : swi6fsk2
I dont think she has any idea how happy she makes me.

Confess ID : n13liz1p
I'm gonna cry

Confess ID : vowx1vab
Im too lazy for college. I've pretty much wasted a whole year of my life because ive decided to switch majors because my current one is too hard. My parents are spending all this money on me and I'm goofing around. i dont even go to my programming class at all any more

Confess ID : dqkwaitz
I know. Long confessions suck. But I don't really care if anyone reads it.. I just need to say it. I think my closest guy friend (I'm a girl) likes me. Or, did. There are so many little things that I should have noticed before. but didn't. I kept my suspicions to myself for about two weeks. I told another friend what I thought. I pretended like it was freaking me out, and I didn't know how to act around him anymore- what I didn't tell her is that I love him, and that inside I was thrilled to death. I wish he would just tell me. Then, I could stop worrying and get our friendship back to normal. I could never tell anyone that I like him as much as he possible likes me. I am in love with him. but I couldn't bear the heartbreak if he changed his mind.

Confess ID : wptb5gmr
What's to say? Well, it all started early December, I met this girl and she was great. There's no other way to put it, I fell pretty much head-over-heels for her. But, since then, I've gone down the shitter. Badly. I just don't eat or rarely eat anything, I can't focus on anything, My grades have held so far but getting work done is like putting my hand through a manual meat grinder, with the other hand turning it. The thing is that I don't think she feels entirely the same way about me. Yeah, that stumbling block. I've never been able to bring it up in conversation, and really I'd be more happy to just be there and be with her as a friend rather than say how I really feel and scare her off, not being able to just be with her. It's like my Mind likes the Status Quo as it is now, but my Heart wants to go further, and that's what is tearing me apart. I need to get it out in the open to her, and hope she feels the same. but how? And when? I've not turned Emo or started cutting myself, there's something (thankfully) that's just blocking that out in my mind, but I feel like I'm on the edge here, and I dunno if I'm going to go over that edge or get back into the safe side. I guess that time and luck will tell. but I don't think I can carry on with this for long without doing some damage.

Confess ID : 230gcgyz
I think I'm addicted to the craigslist escort ads. I know I'll never call one, but I look through the ads two or three times a day.

Confess ID : p2tf0shl
I wish i still had an eating disorder. I've gained so much weight since I've been eating "healthily." I wish I had that self-control I used to have.

Confess ID : wcndax43
Im just going to drink myself into a bigger mess. im only 17. i dont deserve to feel like this. i wish i could snap back into the happy life i had 8 months ago. i'd give the world to have my old self back. the one that laughed louder than anyone, that was amusing, relaxed, didnt care what the hell she ate. big difference from an uptight, tight lipped bulimic who wont let anyone love her.

Confess ID : kr2tm32d
I was raped when i was under 5, no one knows though.

Confess ID : f513rjdi
I am a 45ish man who has been - mostly- loyal to his wife for over 20 years. I never thought about being with another woman (in terms of reality- I am a guy and have had fantasies of course), and actually turned down many opportunities with several attractive women over the years. I met a women several years ago while I was briefly in a mentor role for her- she was in a residency. She was somewhat younger, but I have had young women around me who have had their share of crushes on me over the years and it never affected me. I also did not take notice of her at the time. Anyway, several months after my supervisory role ended we encountered each other and we started working on a minor project together, which was just enough contact for us to fall in love. I think it may have been since my guard was down at the time since she was no longer under my supervision, and she was a temporary co-worker at most who was about to leave the state. Who knows. We were very well suited for each other- same sense of humor, same love of music, same sexuality (both of us kinky, turned on by mild BDSM stuff)- and for the first time in many years I did not feel lonely. That is probably the key element- for some reason I felt and feel lonely, but for some reason being with her or talking to her made me feel like I was not alone. My wife is an OK person, we just grew apart and I was just a husband father widget at that time-I guess I still am. Anyway, I had a brief but intense love affair for several months, and then a couple years of phone and internet connection with the person- she moved on geographically and on in her life- as she needed to. She did nothing wrong and gave me more chances than she probably should have. I still encounter her at national meetings from time to time, which is both awkward and pure agony. Bottom line, I could not hurt my wife and my kids and would not leave them for her. So I didn't. But I miss her every day. I tried over and over to get the same type of connection with my wife, but it has just proved impossible. I tried counselling to help me get over my lost love and improve my relationship with my wife. I tried antidepresants when I got clinically depressed for awhile. I am functional now, and have done well enough professionally and am a good Father and I think a pretty decent husband. But I just feel empty inside now, as I have since I first knew I loved her and had to let her go for her own good, for the sake of my children, and for my wife. I have not been tempted at all to have another affair since either. I just fell in love with this young woman, and have never been able to get over her despite it being impractical then and ludicrous now. I see all the folks in this world with really serious problems, like grave illness and povety and sick kids and the like and feel realy stupid for feeling bad at all. I know I have a pretty decent life, better than most, and have no right to bitch. But I still love her, my mk, and I will forever and there is not a day I do not feel hollow and hurt inside and crave for her. It makes no sense, I know it. And I figure I am pretty much nuts. It has been seven years now, and I still hurt inside like it was yesterday. I pray I will get over her someday, but I think I am going to carry this to my grave. I know it is nuts, I go on the best I can and try to ignore the hole inside me. I am not sure I will ever be happy again, but I will try to at least act that way for the sake of those around me. I have come to grips with the insanity of my feelings and that the decision is done and probably was the right one for all concerned. And I have some good days now and then- but when I get time to think, or I am tired and a little sad, I think I would cut off body parts just to see her smile and hear her laugh again for fifteen minutes. You can call me the hollow man. And you don't have to say it, I know this is some kind of nuts.

Confess ID : k3bdn5j3
I've never gotten sexualy excited ever. I dont even get horny. I've done things with guys, but I always fake it. I feel bad doing it. But I feel like i have to because it would make them feel horrible if they couldn't please me.

Confess ID : wnp0vnk3
I have done a lot of things worthy of confessing like when I was younger I had sex with another girl we used a lolly pop it was not the best idea but it was interesting 18/f

Confess ID : bywuu6fb
I hate being accused of being gay . i'm a loud and obnoxious horny person and if i was gay i wouldve come out by now and gotten laid. instead i love a girl who doesnt love me back. maybe i should just be asexual HA

Confess ID : xiqfzpow
I just saw this movie Oxygen in which Adrien Brody (who I think is extremely hot) dies slowly while speaking some creepy last words with blood gulping out of his mouth. I found this rather arousing. I'm a 23 year old girl who likes kitties, pretty skirts and such, and therefore I tell myself not to worry about this.

Confess ID : rhqouhsi
I feel pretty when i am naked

Confess ID : poxw11hp
Why has no one ever loved me.

Confess ID : csjgpk66
I still have social anxiety disorder pretty bad. I try to hide it and pretend I don’t, but I still can't function normally. I come up with excuses why I cant go places and do things that I would love to do! I play it off pretty well, but sit at home feeling bored and disappointed in myself. It's really time to end all this nonsense in my head, I’m walking the line!