Confess ID : nihbuex0
I'm being hounded by my own mortality. Every single second, shaving off another moment of my life. Another moment closer to death, and it never seems as if i'm spending the precious seconds well enough; that i'll be able to look back and not regret how i've wasted my time. They say when you die you wont regret what you did do, but what you didn't do. And there's a lot of things I didn't do that I should have done. And now i can't do anything about it. I think this is probably one of the things that's driving me insane.

Confess ID : ehwz3hui
There's a friend that I have feelings for, every time I'm around her I feel comfortable, relaxed and can be myself, right now she states we're only friends, I feel this is because right now she has interests in someone else.. who lives several thousand miles away. I'm afraid if I tell her how I feel about her, that she'll no longer want me around. I care about her and anything that may happen to her. yet I feel I'm just being a hopeless romantic.

Confess ID : l0c5king
I made the mistake of calling an old ex-friend to see how her life was going. She spent 30 minutes on the phone telling me what a mean person I was and how I am a huge fake. I eventually just hung up. Even though I just blow the whole thing off as just a bullshit phone call.I cant help but think that maybe my ex-friend was right about me.

Confess ID : 6aldbei1
Reading these made me realise that loads of people are in the "In love with their best friends" problem, just like me. It really hurts, and I hope it turns out okay for you guys.

Confess ID : 11nvx1vj
When i was younger i tried to suck my own cock, and i did!

Confess ID : wbqjdvyt
The only girl I ever loved was born with roses in her eyes.

Confess ID : pdh3ins4
Sometimes I bang my wrist against things over and over and over until it bruises and swells, and then I still keep doing it. I cracked the bone and had to get it bandaged, but I told everyone I fell. Sometimes I just can't feel anything at all - it's like I'm in a bubble or something. I started banging my bandaged wrist against the arm of a wooden chair I was sitting in today. It reminds me I still exist.

Confess ID : epbu2kmm
Sometimes I think about stealing my best friends baby. Not that I would. but when she leaves him in my car alone with me, I really just want to drive off and never come back

Confess ID : 0wbkfefg
I really want you to want me but im afraid if i say so, we won't be friends anymore i want to make out with you in that little corner behind your bed and your desk if you did somehow acknowledge that you ‘swing that way' i'm afraid you wouldn't choose me i really want to open up to you and know you completely but i'm afraid if you knew ME you would hate me or be afraid of me or just not care

Confess ID : oo41y33g
I think about dying everyday And everyday it seems like a better idea than the previous one

Confess ID : uaff6bxv
I fell for her the first day we met freshman year, juniors now and i dont think she knows. and its killing me! tomorrow will be the start or end of something, and it doesnt matter which one anymore. i just want to be over it.

Confess ID : 1medup3n
Would my fellow Americans on here please, kindly, leave the British people alone about words like "mum", and "fancy", or "flatmate". Just leave them alone guys. We sound funny to them, and if you can't decipher the meaning of their sentences, then you are a loser and you should be deported to Haiti.

Confess ID : 6f4jxmbr
When i was 11, 12, and 13, i used to have dry sex with my cousin every time our family got together. once his mom walked in on us. to this day, i don't know if she told my dad, but it still worries me.

Confess ID : xywizgxe
If can't finish school, I fantasize about killing myself so I don't have to go through life as an incompetent loser.

Confess ID : uz4k6wfo
Ive been with my bf for almost nine months...but i cant help thinking girls are better...not only did my girlfriends treat me better and kiss better than any guy...they never had any stupid anger problems. i dont think i can ever love a guy.but i dont think i can ever love a girl the way shed love me either. but at least i dont have to give her a blowjob..YAY!!!! i'll give it a few more weeks before i decide to become a carpet-muncher again..lol..

Confess ID : 63y3fgri
I met The One almost a year ago, the night before my college graduation. it was randomly through friends; we went out to dinner. later that night, we made plans via AIM to get together. i went over to his place and in five hours we realized we were absolutely meant to be together. i went and graduated and he left school to go home for the summer. he had a girlfriend, they did break up. we didn't have sex, i swear! we barely brushed third base. we haven't talked (really) since the night of my graduation, which was less than 24 hours after i first (in this lifetime) layed eyes on him. i can't feel him physically, but i feel his soul all the time. our soul. he's my twin flame and i miss him so bad. he misses me too; he posted poems on his myspace about it. i love you.

Confess ID : 6swjv4s5
I am terrified of the notion that I will be alone forever - but it it a possibility.

Confess ID : zljqvb5s
I'll give you the world and open my heart to you I'll take care of you every single day of my life. I will be jealous of the ground you walk on, the earth you touch because I want you only for myself. This is what I am willing to give, and no one wants me. 19372380025

Confess ID : 0ycpofp5
I watch the Spanish channel just to look at the titties. Come to think of it, i watch the English channels for the same reason.

Confess ID : ndly4fov
I've been celibate for 2.5 years, and not out of choice. I have no idea why. I'm a fairly good looking 24-year-old male with a good social life. To make matters worse i've only ever slept with girls who i've met on the internet. Now i can't even get a date online, not that i'd want to. I just want to meet someone the ‘normal' way. I feel utterly pathetic and frustrated and don't know what i can do about it.

Confess ID : k2vpi6ee
My friend and I have been fighting over a guy, and she got in a huge accident w/ her boyfriend (not the guy we're fighting over). He's in really bad shape. I feel like it is all my fault and if I wouldn't have had such bad thoughts about her this never would have happened. I also can't believe how selfish I am being because part of the reason I want her bf to get better is so she stays with him and isn't free to go after the guy we were fighting about. I mean obviously I want her bf to get better anyway but I feel so guilty that anything else other than his health and her happiness is even creeping into those wishes.

Confess ID : voretspk
I get pretty horny. but I can never have time to myself to masturbate because there's always people around the place. It makes me frustrated because I will probably not get a girlfriend for a very long time.

Confess ID : hnli2yuf
I told her six months ago that I had a crush on her and she said she was surprised, flattered, and I know she was freaked out. The note I wrote slid off her leg on the seat of the car when she got up as she slipped out from under it, pretending it wasn't there. She got engaged a couple weeks later, and I'm married, so I can't say I blame her for asking me to pretend that day never happened. I'm sure she has no interest in speaking with me again. Even if she were single, would she still like a cheater? The thing she doesn't know is that I don't have any idea what I would have done if she had done anything else in response to my note. I didn't think that far ahead at all. The other thing is that my wife's had three affairs, and I've stayed faithful I suppose. There was never time to explain that, and if I had, it would have sounded like I was trying to justify my own transgression as retailiation on my wife, which it was not, rather than admitting that it was a flat-out crush, which it is. I sent a couple of emails to her before she left for good, trying to pretend like I was normal. She politely responded like I was normal and then once she left, I haven't emailed or anything. Unwanted attention is not cool, and I hate myself for having made things uncomfortable for someone. The only thing to do was to just stop and not make it worse. I love my wife, but it's getting hard to deal with her indiscretion and my own insanity about this. I thought telling this woman about my crush and then having her move far away would make it all go away, but it's only gotten worse. Meanwhile, my wife is spending 10 days right now with her current beau, and I'm too embarassed to reach out and tell anyone how I really feel. I don't want to lose anything more.

Confess ID : yd6pyqtm
I'm 4'11 but I'm 37 years old and on Halloween I still get dressed up and go trick or treating because it's the only time of year that I actually feel accepted by the world.

Confess ID : h5dkjze0
Um... i started chatting to this guy on the net, and he seemed nice. he's way too old for me, 37, and i'm 17. but anyway he seemed nice, and he called me and i was a phone skank. god i'm such a slut. but anyway he came to my city, so we arranged to go for coffee. and when i first saw him i was sooo shocked, because he was SOOO fucking short. like seriously half my height. but he wasn't a midget, cos he was all in proportion, he was just really short. and i felt so uncomfortable, when we walked he got left behing because i'm really tall so i walk fast. and i can't have sex with such a short person, i wouldn't even let him blow me. i feel bad though because he's sweet. i am SUCH A FUCKING WHORE. :