Confess ID : 1c30qz5k
I often sit and ponder and wonder about who would attend my funeral if i died right now at this very point in time.

Confess ID : a2aqxcjo
I'm in love with one of my teachers. i ask him to marry me, and he says yes, but he's joking. i'm not. i want to marry him after graduation.

Confess ID : msilggvh
I feel really guilty about homeless people. whenever we throw away food at work i always think about starting to collect it and give it out to homeless people. when i see them i can't help myself. i give them a dollar, and i just want to give them more. it scares me to think that it could happen to anybody, myself, my own parents, anybody.

Confess ID : xy5jwgv5
I often think about what I will feel when my mother is finally dead..the only emotion that comes to mind is relief She should have never had kids.

Confess ID : tfkq2g1j
I just read a confession about someone that obsessively eats and was relieve to know that there are others like me. i used to be anorexic, and now i waste so much time and money eating instead of studying, sleeping, or going out with friends. my weight has fluxuated 30 pounds at a time, first up then down and now up again. i don't know what to do.

Confess ID : yipxgsot
I sometimes do the whole acting like I'm happy charade. But I'm never happy. I'm terribly, terribly lonely. I just want someone to love me. Not the stupid obligatory false, psuedo-love of a ‘family member', if my relatives are even worth being called that, the stupid drunkards. I just don't want to have to ever act a different way than I feel or put up a front. I can't even wear short-sleeved shirts anymore because of all the goddamn scars on my arms. I don't want to live anymore, but I don't know a good way to end it all or if I can really accept the awful finality of suicide. I have some miniscule shred of hope for the future left deep in me that I can't seem to mow down. I just can't do it. But I want to so badly. Is having one person love me really too much to ask? Is being able to trust one person too much to ask? I'm sorry for existing.

Confess ID : jspjuudy
When they were together, I fooled around with her. When they split up, I screwed him. Am I a slut or just friendly?

Confess ID : n6hbg3oq
I love hearing that girls actually want to be fucked. My GF doesn't, and it makes me feel inadequate. I'm 6'3", decently hung, good looking, 230 lbs semi-muscular, I read Dostoyevsky, I'm an all conference offensive tackle and the star in the school play. I love her. I just can't seem to get laid.

Confess ID : h62mdabn
I had an eating disorder because i went to school with skinny white kids. now i go to a predominatley black school, and i wish i had my boobs and butt back.

Confess ID : oglvwdbc
Something isn't right. I always feel so close to just passing out or just lashing out at people around me. I'm exhausted. This is too much for me. It's a very unstable balance. My life is held together by tiny threads. Every day is the same I get up at 5:30. I drink a diet coke and go to school. I go to class and try to stay awake until 12:30. Then I eat a piece of string cheese, 3 crackers, and another diet coke. I leave school and go to rehersal for 3 hours. I come home and run a mile or two on my treadmill. Then I do homework as late as it takes. Usually I'm in bed around 1. If anything is thrown off if I get 3 hours of sleep instead of 4 if I forget my diet coke, I fall apart. I passed out at school once because I didn't have enough sleep/caffeine. The weight isn't entirely gone. I'm 40 poudns thinner than I was, but I'm still not skin and bones. And there is no one that will realize I'm not healthy. The physical stuff isn't nearly as bad as what's going on with me emotionally. I will always resent my parents for not noticing how unhealthy I am. They ask me what's wrong or why I look so anxious. They forget that I've struggled with an anxiety disorder my entire life. They forget that I'm obsessive compulsive. There is nothing worse than having those closest to you forget or ignore something like that. They ask me, why do you have to do that in sets of 7? Because I'm fucking obsessive compulsive. I have been my whole life. You took me to the doctor when I was four because I wouldn't leave the grocery store until I had wakled down each isle 7 times. You still ask why I do things 7 times. Are you my mother or a fucking strangeR? Jesus fucking christ. I can't take this much longer. I'm so sick of no one noticing that I don't eat or that I am having a nervous collapse. They think I'm fine because I'm always with friends and because I'm thin and they think that means everything's good. I am falling apart. I am begging my mother to notice. She never will. Even if I tell her, I'm not ok, I need help, she says, "i don't know what to do," I love her, but I will always resent her for letting me live with these issues and not doing shit to help me.

Confess ID : cabzkjru
I really want to tell you i have to tell you i just i. i think it may take me a few years at least until we can get that apartment we were talking about because then it can be private this is a really big crush that i have on you and you would never guess in a million years because i'm not affectionate and i can't tell you things about me because i am embarassed and ashamed of myself hey did i ever tell you me and my brother fooled around? or how about that i love you? and that i'm bisexual? and that i want to know you like they do too, although we think we're best friends, that only a potentiality call me and say i read it tell me that you read this i hope you'll understand

Confess ID : 4f4nff5i
I have diagnosed depression. I have no friends. Sometimes I tell people about it so they will pity me. Then I go home and cry until my head throbs and face turns red because I realize that I am a useless bitch.

Confess ID : 210vkkwh
I've been feeling so lonely lately, I keep hoping to be objectified. I figure, if no one wants to be with me, I'd be happy if someone would feel me. If no on wants to love me, I'd be happy if someone would fuck me. I don't think I would mind if someone were to use me right now, because I'd be using them just as much. And I still call myself a feminist.

Confess ID : 4ury2yxw
My Birthday was shitty. I turned 19 and it got over shadowed by my GF being in hospital a few days before and her moms birthday the following week. I feel like I'm not important anymore. My own family didn't even make an effort, not a cake or even proper presents. It sucks being a twin.

Confess ID : lwed03lm
I'm pregnant!!!! and I've never been happier. or more scared. wow. this is a crazy feeling

Confess ID : ulcoc3rl
I remember during the summer when we showered every morning with eachother when your parents were on a walk. I still get off to it every day. Except now at work, I cant look your dad in the eye.

Confess ID : vmueiib2
Seeing Britney Spears ruin her life brings me great joy.

Confess ID : wbuyxpfi
I still love him. Even after I found out he was lying to me. And he cheated on me. And lied about me. He's a whore and an asshole. But if he just said, "I'm sorry, it was you I wanted all along. I love you." I'd take him back in heartbeat. For the forth time.

Confess ID : dyyk1uys
I fuck up my relationships with everyone around me and get bogged down with regret. yeah. story of my life. oh and my final exams start on my 18th birthday. if there is a god he sure is a sadistic fuck.

Confess ID : lj2246ij
I HATE HOW EVIL THE WORLD IS!!!!!!! READING THIS SITE ONLY MAKES ME MORE AND MORE DEPRESSED. Plus I don't have anybody to talk to. They took me away from my siblings but I still live with my parents and I can't to them. I can't. I can't talk to my boyfriend. And I have no friends. So basically I'm a sad little loner. I don't deserve to talk to anyone anyway. I had premarital sex with my bf and that is against my religion and everything my parents ever taught me. I'm a horrible person. I just want to start again. 17/f

Confess ID : 5j6k32s3
I think about having sex with girls. But I like boys. I am a girl. I think I am either confused,or bi-sexual.

Confess ID : s0h5giuf
I said no.

Confess ID : 1fw6fiqn
Ive been with my bf for almost nine months...but i cant help thinking girls are better...not only did my girlfriends treat me better and kiss better than any guy...they never had any stupid anger problems. i dont think i can ever love a guy.but i dont think i can ever love a girl the way shed love me either. but at least i dont have to give her a blowjob..YAY!!!! i'll give it a few more weeks before i decide to become a carpet-muncher again..lol..

Confess ID : a5qko1wf
I. I don't really like the name wii.

Confess ID : vlz5jrfr
I hate that i fell in love with you, 25 years apart and my heart still wants you.